Well, first of all, it is a bit late to blog about Chinese New Year, because life is too busy recently, especially when all the assignments are gonna to due.
Chinese New Year 2010 was as boring as usual. Angpau were getting lesser every year. I just got angpau from both of my parents, both from my grandparents (mom's side) & 3 aunties ( =( ). Others were got from church members.
It always be good in serving Chinese Ministry, especially during Chinese New Year, because all the married aunties would give angpau to us ( =) ). Those from English service did not give me any, because they did not know me, although I knew them.
We celebrated CNY 2009 in a sad atmosphere, because of grandma. She was facing death during those days. She passed away at last. I did not feel sad however. Maybe I was not close with her, or maybe I was too cold-blooded. I felt so relieve because no more troubles anymore. Taking care of a sick elderly person is a trouble for me, so I was always wondering on how am I gonna to take care of my parents when they are old ( XD ).
I celebrated CNY 2010 with watching TV. There were many nice shows played on TV, which I missed before. & local TV would not play the new show, which played on Astro, unless it is a special festival.
As usual, on the first day, dad brought us to Mid-Valley, just for the air-conditional, because it was too hot outside. However, I was not enjoying because there was a third party in our car. I do not like third party joining us whenever we are having family gathering or outing.
On second day, as usual schedule, I was following mom to go back to grandparents' house (mom-side). Although, it is near to my house, I seldom go to visit them. First, I dislike elderly people. They always think they are right. Second, I hate children. They are too naughty and naive.
On the third day, dad brought us to Banting, one of the hottest place, without telling us. It was really crazy - he was bringing to Dong Zhen temple under a hot afternoon, & he got lost! Well, Banting is a small place, according to those Banting friends I knew, but how could my dad got lost? In fact, I was born as road-blinded because of his gene (=.=''').
Nevertheless, finally, we were arrived successfully. It was years ago since I came to the temple.
Me, wearing a sleeveless shirt, with scarf, a black skirt, & high-heel shoes, "wandering" in the temple with sexy suit (haiz...).
A Christian visit a Chinese temple, it was really funny.
Nevertheless, I like that place. It was the only place where I could feel the atmosphere of CNY. I admired to those staffs, who built the "statues" & decorations. It was really gorgeous. We went there during day unfortunately. It would be really beautiful with all the lights on. It was unlucky that the stabilizer of my camera was damaged, my hands could not shake at all while taking pictures. If not, it can take good quality of pictures during night.
On the fourth & fifth day, I was joining youth visitation. It was great, because I could get extra angpau, & they had to give me although they did not know me ( =) ). I managed to attend both days for the visitation for this year. I could not make it for last year because of my grandma. She passed away on the sixth day of CNY.
Well, OI function for Chap Goh Mei was not too great for me. There was a lot people coming, but none of the people who invited by me was coming.
I hate last minute work, although I did that for all my assignments.
It is fact that P & W team of Chinese Ministry is not good enough. It is not about their singing technique, it is about their preparing. They do not practice well enough, & their tacit still not good enough. The song leader did not give the right song lyrics for me, It made me burning the midnight oil to correct the powerpoint & I was lack of sleep because of that. The biggest trouble was, the song leader changed the song on the spot. It made me have to rush to look for the song through the files in the pendrive & typed bopomofo. Besides, the song leader sent the lyrics to me with wrong words. I was really pissed-off. They wrecked my last day of CNY.
However, I felt glad that I was not dancing. It will be a mess for the dance if I joined. Thanks Jas Jie for replacing me. I knew I was doing the right the choice. It would not work to force an idiot to dance. Moreover, that song leader was driving me mad.
Valentine's day 2010 was a sorrow day for me.
I have been single for 19 years. Undeniable, it was certainly that I would be envious to those couples.
Dear, I ever thought that we could spend our first Valentine's day together. However, we could not even insist before 2010, how could we insist till Valentine's day 2010? I was too naive after all. I was always holding too much hope & expectation. Because of you, I have no expectations of love, nor the hope for love.
P/S:
Dear my fans, thanks for coming to see "us" dancing. I was not dancing because I could not master the dance, although I knew all the steps.
Thanks for Johnny Gor joining us, our representative from English service ( =D ).
P/S:
Dear my fans, thanks for coming to see "us" dancing. I was not dancing because I could not master the dance, although I knew all the steps.
Thanks for Johnny Gor joining us, our representative from English service ( =D ).
