School holiday on March 2008, I cut my long hair into short hair.
Short hair was starting on trend during that time.
I was trying to have a new short hair look after 17 years of long hair.
Well, almost everyone got shocked at that time, since I never cut my long hair into short before.
After a year, I grew my hair long again, & dyed it after SPM.
Well, I have been thinking it for a year, whether to let it to continue to grow longer & curl it, or cut it short.
Firstly, my mom wanted me to have long hair. Elder people always prefer girl to have long hair (=.=''').
Secondly, guys always like girls with long hair. Dear prefer me to have long hair compared to short hair.
Thirdly, I can look more mature with long hair. I did not want people always think me as secondary student.
Fourthly, I can do any style for my hair for any occasions, like prom or dinner.
Fifthly, I am preparing for my wedding photo (XP). I am planning to get marry at young age if I do have a life partner (XD).
Well, at last, I make it short!
Finally, I chose to cut it.
I rather to have a short hair compared to long hair, at least I do not need to bother it so much.
Thanks to Poh Poh, who brought me to that saloon.
Thanks to that pretty girl, who used 2 hours to cut my hair.
I feel so glad & delighted suddenly.
I have cut my past;
I have cut my sad & bad memories;
I have cut all my love to him;
I have cut all my reluctance;
I have cut the old me.
I am learning to be appreciate now, for everything God has given me, for everything Lord has sacrificed for me;
I am learning to grow up now, since I am going to become adult soon;
I am learning to be more mature now, including behaviour, personality, thinking ways, etc.
I am learning not to be so serious now, since nobody will really serious with me;
I am learning not to care so much for what people thinking about me now, since this is none of my business;
I am learning not to offer so much for anyone else, since no one will appreciate my help.
It is the time to grow up;
It is the time to rise up;
It is the time to get mature.
I am no longer the weak & soft girl anymore.
I will exceed the stronger one day.
I will prove to anyone that my hard work will be paid one day.
God is the strength of mine.
He is the only one who will appreciate me.
He is the only one who will care for me.
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