I felt helpless all of sudden (-.-''').
Because of the due date, I have to start doing my assignment now.
But, because I never revise since the beginning of this semester, I found myself foolish & stupid. When I opened the textbook, I was dazzled. Maybe it is because I used to read scientific & history textbook, I was not used to read business core textbook. I found it more difficult & confused. Although business core is much more easier than science, I still find it hard to remember the facts. Maybe I still need some time to get use to business core.
I am very sorry to the lecturer, although he seldom teach in class. I was so regret that I never pay attention when he lectured. I never read the notes that he has given to us.
I am very sorry to my group members. I was the failure to the every group I have joined before. I knew Sherline was not happy with me since the last presentation. I had my own opinion which she could not accept. I failed the presentation because of my social phobia. I really wish that I can overcome my social phobia so that I will not afraid anymore when I speak in front of many people. I was sorry to Poh Poh. She always trusted me that I could do the best. I disappointed her at the end.
I always know why I cannot get good result in exams. I am not as intelligent as others - I learn very slow; I am not as hardworking as others, that is the reason why I miss the opportunity to perform well during exams; I am not as healthy as others, I need more sleeping time than others to get good spirit.
However, the Joy of Lord is my strength. I must not give up easily. I must stand up & bestir myself (^^).
1 comments:
Girl, you're no a failure. You're not a loser.
You're a great and wonderful lady with a HUGE future ahead of you. A BRIGHT future that you can look forward to.
If there is ONE thing that I am proud of in my life, is having you as my friend. And seeing you serving in the Chinese Ministry. And seeing you dedicate your life to God.
I love you and don't ever think that I don't =) Many people out here loves you too. No doubt about that girl!! =)
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